Selfish

Today I already sleep. So comfortable yet hurting. 'Why?' you ask?


You guys.. why.. why all of you appear in my dream together? Why all of you staring at me? Why I feel so confused?


You guys stand under the rain, Heiwa-kun, Gin-kun, Hyu-kun, Kiki-kun and Ama-kun, and I stand with confusion in the end of the road. All of you ask 'Why' with wounded look. With my purely white dress I try to RUN! I WANNA RUN!


Yet my feel is so weak that it's barely moves! I know I can't run from you guys because I had deep feelings for you that day. 


Why.. I am wounded too much just by remembering all of your names?! WHY AM I CRYING LIKE THIS?! 


I know I'm selfish and I already knew I really was selfish.


Why..


I wanna be alone for a moment.


Apart from you guys..


Deep inside I wanna be alone for a moment.


But.. how?