H-2

Hari ini ngga spesial sih. Sial malah.

Berawal dari ulangan dadakan fisika --gue yang melupakan jadwalnya, lagi. Ntah kenapa sel abu-abu gue mendadak ngambek, ogah diajak mecahin soal pas udah nyampe di essay nomor 3. Tau deh, tulis aja diketahui blablabla--ditanya blablabla--trus jawab yang bahkan mungkin berpotensi salah.

Nekatnya gue sok-sok'an ngasih tanggal tes. Meskipun gue tau ini tanggal 28, pikiran gue masih berada pada hari kemaren yang notabene tanggal 27. Gue ingatnya gitu soalnya 27 itu nomor absen gue dikelas *A*

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28?!

Mendadak otak gue menyimpulkan singkat, padat, akurat, jelas, ga belibet, ga kebanyakan kata: H-2!

H-2 apaan? Ada acara? Ada ulangan semester? Ada apaan? --dan pertanyaan mungkin akan mengalir terus menandai kepo-nya pembaca :3 Oke gue becanda. Becanda yang rada greget soalnya gue hobi liat orang kesal gemes sama tingkah gue. >.<

Yak, Puter balik waktu. Setengah tahun lalu, gue dipertemukan dengan seorang yang baik hati, yang selalu menghibur gue meskipun gue-nya njengkelinnya kebangetan. Entah karena gue waktu itu terlalu sakit (dalam hal ini: sakiiiiitt hatiiii) sampe-sampe gue ngga nyadar ada orang yang lagi suka sama gue. Yeah, I knew I might've hurt his feelings that time. Tapi seiring waktu, gue perlahan merasakan 'ada yang salah sama gue' dan gue perlahan sadar, 'orang ini care sama gue'. Lama-lama, gue greget sendiri ngeliatin orangnya online. Lama-lama galau sendiri kalo orangnya ga ada. 'Ada yang salah sama gue' adalah hal pertama yang gue pikirin. Seiring keajegan gue ngerasain desir desir seneng pas doi ngechat gue.. hati gue berbisik. 'suka'

Dan gue ngga jelas lagi. Gue selalu seneng ngelihat dia online, ketawa ngga jelas pas dia nyoba bikin humor biar gue bisa senyum. Gue selalu seneng tiap dia ada.

moreover when.. I feel that I really like him. Don't want to let go of him. Don't want him to go away. I really feel that way. It was no longer 'something strange' but it is 'a warm feelings he give me' up till now. I began to miss him much more.

Until I decided to tell him how I feel.
Until.. I really opened my heart fully for him.

and it was October 30th. When we were really first bound in love. :')
There were obstacles on our way, much more because my own selfishness, yea I know it was. He was sometimes annoying, and also caring--caring me much. When we had quarrels, I didn't speak much at him. But, when I was ignoring him, I boldly opened his social network sites and remember sweet things we had up till now. Then I selfishly crying because once again and always, his feelings reach me. It always been him who peacefully calms my heart. :')

Dan sekarang, 2 hari lagi anniv ke 6 bulan. Ngeflashback ingatan jaman-jaman itu bikin senyum senyum sendiri nyatanya. 2 hari lagi, apa yang bisa gue kasih ke dia selain new memories?

I want to make so many much memories with him :')