unsaid

I'm simply tired just tired.
A relationship that gives much jealousy
much insecure feelings...

A person I cant hate, yet the one I stopped giving
much love
as I used to.

When was it begun I wonder
When all my feelings suddenly numb
I dont know what to do

Staying there would hurt more
As it slowly fades
the memories of two

"I cant hate him I cant I cant"
deep inside I shouted
....

yet I feel so numb.







dou darou.. "kiito deau kara" no yakusoku ga mada ikiteiru. demo.. mamoru dekinnai. akita bakka de, dekinai...

ne... motto yasashiiku na hoshii. kono kokoro wa mada shindeinai..

ne.. dekiru kana, mata "aishiteiru" ? kowai yo.. ai nante.. nan no koto darou?

ai nante.. shiranai na kimochi

ai nante.. kimi no koto darou...

ai nante.. kirai nanka dekinai darou..

ai nante... dou deshou..

yappari mata deau made dekinnai. maji ni dekinnai..

kanashiikute nanka nai, sabishii nanka nai.. sorede.. hitori na kanji de nanka nai..

"nani itteruno deshou, atashi wa?"

mou wakannai... are wa.. ittakunai...