[40mP - Hatsune Miku] Jenga lyrics and translation

Lyrics:

fu tashika na kanjō tsumi kasaneta aijō

nigeta mono gachi no kake hiki no game

ushinau koto de te ni ireta mono ni nan no imi ga aru no kana?

kizuka nai furi kizu tsuka nai furi

uso o tsuku koto de shinjitsu o mamotta

yukiba o nakushita jibun no kokoro wa doko ni kasana reba īno?

te saguri de sagashi motometa boku ra ga erabu beki mirai

nuki totta sono sukima kara kimi no namida ga mieta ki ga shita

futari no me no mae de moroku kuzure satte shimatta nda

munashi kute kuyashi kute mada mitometaku nai kedo

jikan o maki modoseru nara deau mae no futari e

utagai mo shinakatta ano koro no boku ra ga mugon de chira batte iru

kimi no kokoro ga kizu tsuka nai yōni

jibun no koto o kizu tsuke nai yōni

sayonara tsugeta ano toki no boku wa umaku warae teta no kana?

kitto boku ra itsu demo konna fūni gomakashi nagara sugo shita

tsumi kasanatta ikutsu mono mujun ni oshi tsubu sare sōni natte ita noni

kasane atta kagiri aru jikan o marude eien mitai ni katachi tsukutte

mirai o yume mite ita...

futari no me no mae de moroku kuzure satte shimatta nda

munashi kute kuyashi kute mada mitome taku nai kedo

jikan wa zankoku ni nando demo kuri kaeshite iku nda rō

tanoshi katta kioku sae kiete shimau mae ni

kimi to boku no piece o mō ichido hiroi atsumeru yo

Translation

These undefined feelings and these unknown affections 

Are piling high in a game in which the winner passes and

I wonder what is gained by simply watching all the pieces

Do you really feel that you’re alive?

Pretending not to see it and pretending not to be hurt

I’ve held the truth captive by chaining it tightly in lies

Pulling out the piece where my small heart was hiding

Can it balance precariously on top?

We reached out with probing fingers, testing

Was this really the right block I should take right now?

But from between the gap within the blocks

I thought I caught sight of your tears streaming down

And with a crash, it all fell to pieces and

I looked up into your shocked eyes, 

And then looked away, it wasn’t my fault

I still don’t want to believe it even now

If only time could be rewound to back then

I wonder what I would have done?

I wish I could be sure, but I still have doubts

An awkward silence fell between us

I slowly began to pick up the blocks

I didn’t want to hurt you and I didn’t want to hurt myself

I cowardly took the easy way out of your life so

I waved good-bye to your retreating back but

I wonder what expression I had worn

Even though the time we’d spent together was

Both a happy and painful experience

These emotions kept piling higher until

We were nearly buried under its heavy burden

The limit of our time already determined

It never was meant to last but we were trying

We kept on dreaming on, and on

And with a crash, it all fell to pieces and

I looked up into your shocked eyes, 

And then looked away, it wasn’t my fault

I still don’t want to believe it even now

Will these regrets keep repeating before my eyes

Is this what I had wished for? - but

Before it’s all lost, before I can forget

I’ll gather up the pieces, of you and me and build again

(This insecure tower) With all the blocks that were scattered